An abundance of resources awaits you.
This work can be a joy, but it can also be really hard. Sometimes we need a helping hand to grab until we feel steady on our feet again. Please ask for help if you need it. One day you may be the helping hand for someone else.
Please call emergency services (911) or a hotline if you are experiencing a crisis. People call hotlines for a myriad of issues. Trained volunteers are ready to help you.
On a personal note, I volunteered for a youth crisis line in college. The volunteers I learned from are committed to supporting callers. The people who answer the phones care about you.